I'm sitting here eating chocolate brownie and pretending I'm on vacation while my wonderful, amazing husband puts our son to bed ... at 9:12 ... yes, 9:12. It was a combination of time getting away from us and the fact that he was a bundle of energy due to his 3 hour nap today.

Deep thoughts ... the only thing that stick out (and I may have already blogged about it) is how sin is built into us from the very day we are born. Being a parent that becomes so obvious, painfully obvious. I'm starting to understand how God must feel everyday with me " No Rae, don't go there" No Rae, that's a bad decision" "No Rae don't think that" "No Rae" No Rae" No Rae" It's a good thing he loves me because I'm just as disobedient as my wonderful son. After 27 years you would think I would learn. Thankfully we are redeemed through Christ, the only way I can be pure and blameless. But I just wish I could learn to obey, and then teach my son.