Gah, Parenting to too hard

Day Care is happening, despite my desire for it not to.

I would have to say I'm enjoying having two hours to myself two days a week while the babe is still at Day care. Yesterday I got the bathrooms cleaned, caught up on my laundry, and I checked out the course I'm taking online starting next week.

I'm not enjoying how it's thrown nap time off completly. Before day care I had Jaden going down for a nap just by following our bedtime routine. I could then put him in the crib and sit there in the room (sometimes holding his hand) and he'ld drift off to sleep on his own. Now that routine is gone. Today he played in his crib for almost two hours before I gave up (due to the fact he continued to chew on the crib rail and I couldn't get him to stop). He crashed over an hour later in the living room.

Why is parenting so hard?